when the universe is complicating matters in a thousand-fold, you wonder whether it is the way of the universe to validate your actions (test the purity of your will) or to disagree with your actions (prohibiting you from getting to your goals/destination).
sometimes all you have to do is conquer the universe as your bitch.
yeah suck it bitch
if i can’t be my own, i feel better dead
those people just want you for themselves, not for the way you really are
i am being kind not because i have to, but because everybody deserves kindness, not for their merit or their character, just for the sake of their existence. i want them to feel like they are entitled to kindness, not for their attribute, but for their own being, thus they’ll feel good about themselves.
some say that you manifest your own destiny
some say that you dont have to struggle if it’s meant to be yours
hey, i struggle with everything, so that probably mean nothing will ever be mine.
fuck you universe
all you’re capable of doing is sabotaging my endeavors
one day i’ll annihilate everything
it’s your turn to be nothing, to have nothing
those proverbs who say that you should not let life hardens you is full of shit, it’s against the principle of cause and effect, let alone the law of attraction. don’t parade those gimmicky stance to my face. misery needs company and it certainly is always beside me.
nobody will ever sympathize when you’re this adept creature, they expect you to never crack. when others get consolations, all you get is a taunt.
every time i set foot on the ground, all i feel is chaos and confusion, mothernature is too disturbed, and she’s not shy about it, her moodswings and radical changes affect us, you can feel it every time you touch the ground, so many undirected energy that is lost untranslated.
too bad, i can’t float or fly, i need to be on a different plane.
THE VENTURI EFFECT
all those pressure eventually builds up to a threshold, ready to be channeled to a gauge in a faster rate. yeah, sometimes we need the push.
the (bullet in )butterfly(wings) effect
i believe that we’re like atomic particles in a magnetic field, susceptible to a dynamic flux, reactive to every planetary conjunction, every retrograde, every shift has its effect on the particles’coordinate.
the thrill is gone
other disciples find it challenging and interesting since they’re trying to figure out the whole, they still have some figuring out to do, whereas i’m stoically stoned, i’ve figured out everything, nothing amuses me, i’m the whole, a living and breathing testament of everything possibly known.
the whole is nothing but a hole
aurelia in chains (…..)
not another instagram
i’m posting dark, raw images, hopefully something not so mainstream
the girlfriend experience movie-starring sasha grey<3
so this was the scene where chelsea(sasha), an upscale escort, was having an interview with some guy.(NOT THE EXACT WORDS)
guy: do you have to be what the client want you to be
chelsea: yeah, they want me to be what they’ve envisioned for me
guy: why would they pay for a fake diamond, shouldn’t they get the real diamond?the real you?
“Satan means Saturn. Lucifer means Light. Devil means double. Free yourself from religion and think.”